Eh?

What was with the comment on my last entry? Nothing like bot-spam to make a person feel validated.

Feeling a bit blah right now...probably cuz my mind has been numbed by a few hours of tedious work. This is one of the few times in so long that I've actually had time for myself to sit and think and write in this thing (As I've put aside my work, and I'm only chatting with one person right now...).

Life has been fair to me, for the most part, since I last checked in. Many things I worry about, but I distract myself from one thing by thinking about the other.

I've gotten so lazy with my journaling. Never really wanna write anything down.

Things are now too crazy to even try to sort out. Wouldn't know where to start. I must say that I never cease to amaze myself...for someone who started out so unbearably shy and who still is quite introverted...not sure why I'm here. It would be so very funny if we could write letters to our past selves...and *receive* them. Craziness. I never would have believed myself.

Good thing is that my coping skills have gotten a lot better. Also, I feel like most things that trouble me are sort of my fault anyway. But, no more of that I-wish-I-were-dead crap from 10 years ago, no more ____, no more alcohol, no more mindless drunken hookups.

Here's my current obsession: Enur - Calabria.