Dreams

This was a splendid weekend, full of awesome dreams. Here is one that Evan just told me:

B: i had a dream that your family came over to my house for 4th of july lol
B: but your dad was an army colonol
B: lol oh and you showed up too
B: and you were dating my old room mate rofl
B: it was a weird dream
B: your dad was angry with me
B: and then for some reason he became a white guy half way through the dream

This afternoon, Y and I decided to cuddle for 30 minutes, before he left. We both ended up falling asleep for 2 hours, and woke up at the same time, around 5. The awesome thing was, we both ended up dreaming about over-napping with each other!

Y's dream was cooler though--he went to Disneyland. Then he was on a cruise with me and his doggie to South Africa. We napped and then overslept so didn't get off where we were supposed to or something like that? So we were worried because the captain said he had to go all the way to the South Pole or something like that.

Mine was boring. We were napping in my room, over-napped til 8pm or so. When we woke up..he was like, "Oh well..." and got up and turned off the lights, and it was all dark. Then at another point in the dream, he was checking my email for me on my Dell. He was facing the back of the computer...and I was facing the front, wondering how he could see what he was doing. Turned out the screen reflected onto my wall.

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Awesome dreams aside, I also had some good times! Froyo and such with Joanne, Feist and dinner(I found her music terrific live...it is okay normally) with Y, and some very informative, though tiring training at BAWAR.

I returned to my childhood times by going to KFC and dippings my potato wedges into mashed potatoes and gravy. It was awesome, and I vow to do it again soon. Also got one of their delicious biscuits...mmmmm...I supposed next time I'll actually get chicken though!

Then today, Y and I Bulgogi-ed it up! And decided that we wanted to eat more--potato puffs and a Mission Fig Fold with Creme Fraiche from Gregoire--mmmmmmmm so good!

Now I've gymed and showered and feel so clean and refreshed. Research time!

Oh, of exes: I bumped into 2/3 of the guys I have dated in the past this week. One wasn't really an ex, I suppose...we never went out "seriously" due to my situation, but I still think it counts. Surprisingly pleasant both times. As in--it was nice to see them and talk to each other, and not too many confusing feelings arose from it.

Pain

THAT WAS HOW the little prince tamed the fox. And when the time to leave was near:

"Ah!" The fox said. "I shall weep."
"It's your own fault," the little prince said. "I never wanted to do you any harm, but you insisted that I tame you. . ."
"Yes, of course," the fox said.
"But you're going to weep!" said the little prince.
"Yes, of course." the fox said.
"Then you get nothing out of it?"
"I get something," the fox said, "because of the color of the wheat. Go look at the roses again. You'll understand that yours is the only rose in the world."

For me this is Heaven

the first star i see may not be a star
you can't do a thing but wait
so let's wait for one more...

and the time's such a clumsy time
i'm deciding if it's time

i'm careful but no sure how it goes
you can lose yourself in your courage

when the time we have now ends
when the big hand goes round again

can you still feel the butterflies?
can you still hear the last goodnight?



jimmy eat world

ISTJ - "Trustee". Decisiveness in practical affairs. Guardian of time- honored institutions. Dependable. 11.6% of total population.

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introverted, irritable, feels invisible, observer, depressed, does not enjoy leadership, reveals little about self, dislikes large parties, feels undesirable, does not like to stand out, submissive, suspicious, emotionally sensitive, not a thrill seeker, solitude loving, likes silence, fragile, second guesses self, negative, unadventurous, fearful, weird, focuses on people's hidden motives, paranoid, phobic, dependent, cautious, avoidant, semi intellectual


I sound like a real drag...

Well...

I totally did not "shut up" like I said I would a few months ago. Too bad...

I am back in the South bay for 2.5 days. So far, I have not gone to the mall, nor have I tried Red Mango. I have, however, spent nearly $10 on froyo for myself at Tartini. I have no self control when it comes to self-serve desserts! Ack.

Mmmmm lychee tart yogurt....mmmmm canned lychee....mmmmm canned longan...mmmm QQ coconut jelly!!

I also attempted to swim in our newly remodeled and professionally-cleaned pool. Unfortunately, it was freezing cold. I stood in the water for a good twenty minutes bracing myself for human popsicle-ness. Then, the swimming filter thingy came up beside me and squirted water right in my face. I was outraged.

I cursed at it and decided that this was a sign to jump in. So I did, and even after 40 laps, I was still cold. My ears hurt from coldness...but I survived, and that is what's important.

Look Up - Stars

your friends hold the lullabies
they watch the way the night lies
soft sounds; heads like a radio
hearts wrapped in blankets laying low
hearts wrapped in blankets laying low
you're cold, maybe you just missed the sun
you fall, feeling like it's just begun
so far, keeping it together's been enough
look up, rain is falling, looks like love
your boy is like a memory
with some sense of touch and melody
your girl, she's a renegade
a hurricane that keeps you there, safe
hurricane that keeps you there, safe
you're cold, maybe you just missed the sun
you fall, feeling like it's just begun
so far, keeping it together's been enough
look up, rain is falling, looks like love